my two days


my last two days was, i can honestly call, AWESOME !!! spending time with my two best pals, yuba & awe.. then after that spending time with my love.. i couldn't be anymore happier !!

what a night

im enjoying my day last night with them cousins and others.. we went to JP and we had a blast.. then we went to KFC at Bandar, chillin' and eating and stuff~ oo yea~ not to mention that there's this cute little cat, and unfortunate things happened to it. it fell into the water or river you may say, but i never know what makes it fell, and someone/s kind and brave rescued the cat from drowning.. this unfortunate cat was literally really scared, obviously, judging by its 'meaw-ing' crying for help..

so much things happened lastnight/tonight - that i couldnt mention here - as i mention on my twitter page, "although probably the saddest night of my life but it also, by far, the happiest night that i would never ever forget. i love them so much!!" hope everything will turns out well~

the 10th

today, 10th of April, is the 10th monthsary of me with my love !! i love you so much love, with all my heart.. and i miss you.. you are the only exception~

i miss her



im missing this particular friend of mine.. i dreamt of her last night.. shows how much i miss her.. i want to see and hugs her !! hopefully sooner !! i miss you Jay Iskandar - the one in purple tee -

the interview

the interview for ITB was torturing !! the interviewer asked questions that i didn't know and yes, i couldn't answer most of his questions !! i feel fucked !! he, literally, was brutally 'abusing' my mind !! and yeah, am not that confident that i'll get it.. so much for being excited and all.. pfff!! this is why i prefer female interviewer than male.. just think about it, which one you would prefer, the kind and welcome type interviewer OR the mean and intimidated one ?!?!

emma haji hussin & ann ismail

thank god i have a very supportive girlfriends !! the gave me a huge support that i'll get it and want me be positive, and i'll try to be as optimistic as i could.. we went to the Mall after that and had our so called late lunch or i'll say hi-lunch (lunch + hi-tea) if that~ ehehe.. i love you ann ismail and emma haji hussin !! i couldn't ask for a better friends than you guys !! and also syuhaidah hd~

some moment i miss

this are some moments that i really miss the most and want to re-live it again..


at Ikhwan's, probably around April last year.. we were planning to go to Seri Kenangan Beach but then the weather was really bad and decided to hangout at his house instead.. we had a blast !!


this was during the Fasting Month last year, gathering + sungkaing at Aminah Arif's restaurant in Serusop with them Be'darchieeanns !!


this was during raya last year, at Alaina's place -the one in green, far right- she, specially, cooked for us.. her delicious italian food such lasagna, salad, spaghetti, mac & cheese, and whatnot.. i miss all of her great food.. uhuhuhu.. craving for it..


facebook ??

it's been a while since i inactive my facebook.. but i know someday somehow, eventually, i will activate it back.. probably later next week or sooner.. pfffff~ i dont know but onlining fb will just make me more stress out due to some reasons.. i'll get use to it.. i hope~

come home

i don't know why, but this One Republic feat. Sara Bareilles - Come Home song and the lyrics keeps on popping outta my head. so i decide to download this song via my hp, since i don't have it on my hp which im super shocked to find that out !!
so yeah, currently listening to this song, repeatedly - one of those songs that really can haunts me -

late night

i can't sleep !!
forcing myself to sleep didn't make it any better.. now im all stress out and i feel so alone.. eventho you're lying next to me now.. sleeping~
i miss you love.. please wake up and accompany me through this late night.. i need you..

ann ismail !!

with ann ismail

thanks ann ismail for helping me out polishing this blog of mine.. im still green to this stuff.. uhuhuhuhu.. anyhoo, i love you !! don't forget that i'ma go to your house later at 6pm-ish with me love.. hehehe~

Lissie - Everywhere I Go...

And I fall on my knees tell me how's the way to be
tell me how's the way to go
tell me all that I should know
And I fall on my knees
tell me how's the way to go
tell me how's the way to be to evoke some empathy
danger will follow me now everywhere I go
angels will call on me and take me to my home
well this tired mind just wants to be lead home
And i fall on my knees tell me how's the way to go
tell me how's the way to see
show me all that i could be
and I fall on my knees tell me how's the way to be yeah
tell me how's the way to go
tell me why I feel so low
danger will follow me now everywhere I go
angels will call on me and take me to my home
well these tired eyes just want to remain close
I don't see clearly cant feel nothing no
can't you hear me?
And I fall on my knees and danger will follow me now everywhere I go
angels will call on me and take me to my home
and danger will follow me now everywhere I walk
angels will call on me and take me to my home
and danger will follow me now everywhere I go
and angels will follow me now lead me to my home

wootwoot !!




i got the interview for ITB !! this Wednesday aftie.. im so freaking happy altho kinda nervous.. uhuhuhu.. me as well as my friends Emma Haji Hussin && Asnawy Hilmy !!

hope the three of us will get it.. AMIN AMIN~

just wait and see..

my walk-in interview for Standard Chartered was OK, not that great, the interviewer was so sweet to me.. hope i can see her again.. ehehehe.. if that~

im so FREAKING SLEEPY, and i think i'ma sleep early tonite.. and probably woke up arounds 2pm.. heeee~


oo oo, i still learning how to blog and whatnot.. pffff !!! NEWBIESS~


i miss my love so much.. hopefully this sunday is on.. amin~

freaking nervous !!!

im so freaking nervous due to the fact that i've decided to come for a walk-in interview at Standard Chartered Bank this afternoon with my cousins. just trying my luck. and hopefully i get it. don't wanna be Mr. I-Don't-Have-Anything-To-Do-Beside-Sleeping-And-Onlining for the next 2 months. please pick me, pick me !! AMIN !!

urghh !!

this new template that i got is way to complicated~ gives me a headache..

Didi Benami



I LOVE YOU DIDI BENAMI !!
can't wait for you records to come out.. those voters was freaking stupid not to vote you.. SCREW 'EM

finally..

ok, finally i own myself a blog.. LOL !!